There’s beauty in the breakdown. At least, that’s what they say. I say, there’s beauty in the repair. My best friend Erika is dating a Marine that works with Charlie, but is on a different ship. We think he’s cheating. He’s started ignoring her, adding his exes to his facebook, and is flirting with and taking pictures of the translator they have on ship. She’s waiting for hard evidence first, but it’s so hard to sit here and watch her break down, knowing I felt the exact same way when Charlie left. Now that Charlie is back in my life, and I know in my heart it was the right thing, and we can make this situation beautiful, I’m having the hardest time ever watching her go through this. I wish life could always be perfect for the ones I love.
I miss you for the arms that held me, I miss you for the joy it brought me when I would see you, and I miss you for the fact my heart is missing its other half to beat with next to.
I ripped out the pages of my journal today. It’s time for a rewrite.
i want to go to King’s Dominion. Super bad.
boys are whores. such a double standard.